Even Now

Even Now

Even now when I hear sirens, I sometimes wonder if you’re safe

Then it all comes back to me, and I remember you’re gone

I’ll never see you’re smile again, or hear your deep laugh

I think about you all the time, it’s gotten a little better

But in the end, that hole is still there

You still committed suicide, and I still didn’t get to say goodbye

I love you Vanilla Bean

Even now